Monday, March 21, 2011

'Neath These Stars

Bury me in our garden, Love; that time
so oft’ spoken of is nearly here.  When
I have grown still in thine arms, when the warmth
of my heart has faded, carry me out.
Hold me close, Love, for this night brings a chill
that does cut to the core.  When I am gone,
when the damp earth must replace  thy loving
caress, bring me flowers; let them grow
where nought else could be grown.  I leave
thee childless as found, but not untouched – ne’er
untouched.  Rosa, lilium, betula;
let them flourish where I could not.  But do
not once think me in cruel darkness my love,
for I can see the stars forever now.

Will I be lonely?  How cold is this fear;
Thee be my world and heaven still but
does God know?  Did we ever tell Him, dear,
that our souls danced entwined ‘neath these dark skies?

That time is here and I am torn from thee.
The seasons have changed, and my world grows bleak.
Let me go, Love.  Let my soul fly free
and dance ever ‘neath these bright stars with thee.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

When God Looketh Away

Death has many facets.  The garnets that
sleep in those open wounds in torn flesh bleed
the preciousness of life, abandoning
these breathless, cooling bodies as they writhe.
Their deadened eyes turn to heaven still and
beg in all their damnation for that bless’d
relief,  but the Heavens are deaf to the
crippled cries of those destroyed in Hell’s name.
Let it be hell – one small mercy; those wretch’d
creatures could be of no other origin.
The babies scream for their mothers not yet
home from where they search the burnt battlefield
for that crimson carcass they might once more
call their lover.
Corpse f_ckers.
Corpse lovers -
there is nothing else left now.  The remnants
of our darkened bloodied past must press back
together the hours of tomorrow’s night;
day is gone now, the light is burned up or
bottled for blistering Deaths.  There is flame death,
believe – it melts your skin and makes steam
from water; if only those flames could reach
our hearts so that we might claw ourselves up -
sothatImayclawattheirfleshandeyes
sothatImayclawbackourchildren’slives
- and right these wrongs.  But a mother holds close
the tattered remnants of her baby’s stained
blankets and weeps this loss of innocence;
yesterday she did kiss her lover’s lips as
he left to fight the evils, today she
tastes the blood on her tongue as she buries
together the broken bodies of child
and father, united in death.  She, poor
wretched lady, is cruelly left alone,
forgotten by those who tore her apart.
In rage she cries to the heavens, but too
bitter with grief is she to seek revenge,
and so the defeat drags on.  And we scream

For thine is the Kingdom,

- The blackened bones and glory -

Forever and ever,
Amen.

...Our men.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Across the Water We Did Dream

Thine eyes are liquid fire, Love, blue embers
that whisper Aphrodite’s prayer as the
catasterisation of thy soul sets
this silver darkness alight.  What promise
is here, what future that the angels hath
sworn of Sky’s beauty to star-crossed lovers?
Our promise, Lover – mine to thee.  For if
thy heart be my world, then denied, I am
broken.  Rather distance on land than black
emptiness between, better Night’s embrace
than constellations torn apart; the weaver
of stars doth hate thee for casting Dark’s jewels’
beauty into doubt, for they hold no match
against thy sapphire eyes.  Caelo amor.

For L.T. x